Servant Of The Light.

Why did my mother take back my abuser?
this might be long i'll try and keep it as short as i can, im now 28 years old, from when i was 4 years old till i was 11 years old my father (yes he was my biological father) sexually abused me very regularly and the abuse got worse and worse over the years, anyway when i was just 11 my aunt and my mother had an argument on the phone and my aunt told my mother that my father was not who she thought he as and that he had abused her and my mothers other sister years before and she should make sure something like that wasnt happening to me, so my mother asked me and i started to cry and told told her everything, she called child line and talked to them who told her what she should do, anyway she waited untill my father came back in from work and asked him what he had done he denied it, bbut i stood up and shouted as loud as i could that he had and to stop lying, he was shocked and finally after an hour of threatening to kill me he told her the truth, he was arrested and taken away straight away as my mother called the police, that same day my mother dragged us into town and made us sit and wait in the police station waiting room while she went in and gave my father some clean clothes, any way over the next month i was intervieew by police officers who worked with social services and i was videoed and had to do the thing where they say show us on the doll where you were touched etc etc, i was checked to see if i was still a virgin, which i wasnt, and my video eveidence and written statements were used in court as well as my 2 aunts statements my father went to prison for 6 months for all 3 people, he served 3 months. anyway when he was in prison my mother took us all to see him and she was like nothing had happened, she saw all my statements and was behind the 2 way mirror listening and watcing me as i told what had happened to me, once he came out of prison she secretly had him in the house every weekend making him hide the car somewhere else so it wasnt seen at the house, and after some family councelling he came home to live with us where he tried it with me again i told her he had tried again and she just went and left me there on my own with him and my 2 brothers for almost 4 weeks.
i could never ever have a man like that anywhere back near my children, i think i'd end up in prison for murder if someone did something like that to one of my children,
my question is why do women have these men back around there children? would you have someone like that back near your children? and do you think that allowing a peadophile back in your house when you have herd graffic detail on what he did to a child is protecting your children?